Yea, maybe u ppl doesnt care so much abt what I feel.
But whenever i look back, i know i came in with nth.
First time looking at each other, we knew we are batchmates and one another say we are gonna graduate tgt?
But maybe that for u all. My council life end here, today 7/7/09.
1 1/2 years gone bye. looking at where our batch were so united at the start.
we had fun together. Nacli was great, though there were much conflicts.
But thru them, we matured and grew up.
SLC 2008 came. Everyone thought it was gonna be doomsday?
But together as a batch we endured through.
Slowly, cliques form. Ppl start being left out.
Now ppl are out. U guys are just like ignoring everything.
SLC 2009, Initiation. We as a batch endured thru it.
33 survived 2 dead.
in this 33 of us another 5 dead.
28 of u left.
It may not be a significant figure to u guys. but all the 35 are once my batchmate.
YLA2, was fun. ppl bonded well.
slowly AGM and LCD coming.
I got to knew the bad news. I am out.
Maybe its time to end here?
My council life after 2 years?
Maybe i cannot make the cute to be your batchmates?
I have doubts inside me.
I drifted off. wanting to come back.
Once, twice and thrice i failed completely.
I am like left out of the batch.
Maybe I am not good enough to be your batchmate.
But i know its my honour to know u guys.
I know, 10 years down the road.
U guys will only remember those who graduate with u all.
I am no where standing in your mind.
Now the decision is down to YOU all.
the decision on whether or not that i am gonna stay.
u all hold the string. i all could let me go and see me fly into sky.
Slowly disappearing. like disappering from your memories.
Or u guys can hold me tied and pull me back.
The choice is in your hands.
I know u all are wise ppl. Its the choice whereby is the best for the batch.
Is it letting me go or pulling me back?
I am honour to know you. Thx for everything.

-JunHao

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